Dear my ladie...
This is been a rough year thru...2008, really rough that you never would imagine...
Dear my ladie...
What you miss out, is what you can't even see...cause you never see things in bigger picture or should I say...the overall picture...
Dear my ladie...
Why, my frustration become more bigger day by day...Why, my heart become colder than before... Why my passion vanish thru the air as it blend with your ignorance...
Dear my ladie...
Do you really understand with what you really want from your heart...Do you really know your heart...I presume, you never look for the answer...cause the dark side never seem to attract you to come closer...and even from the bright side, you never know the transparency...
Dear my ladie...
It's not because I can't tell the truth...but I'm quite sure how far you will listen and how far you can accept it...How ironic when you always pretend to be on top of the box when I know the wall always surrounded where you stand...
Dear my ladie...
Do you really know, how I'm screaming inside...crave the only thing that you can't imagine, that you left out...Do you really understand, what happening around you...or do you even want to understand...I just can't be around to wait for you to realize...that the emptiness you create make me feel lonely...
Dear my ladie...
It just not that I can't understand.
It just not that I can't survive.
but it just that, inside I'm really tired of evertything you said...
I'm tired of your act...as if things are on track when I know you never want to be apart of it...
I'm tired of the tiniest things that you think important when there is more bigger things to be focus on...
I'm tired of being alone...when you always said, you are next to me...
but still you are visible yet invisible...
don't you think soo...
Dear my ladie...
It is soo pathetic...soo sad...soo tired...when with all your words miggling all around, and the truth is you never really care...Why? I'm certain with the reason, cause you never even bother to ask, not even once...da progress or any difficulty...you just blink when you want to blink...you just vanish when you are tired...like, time, you flew away...in second that I can't catch up...How pathetic we're in the eye of the world of lonliness...
Dear my ladie...
Do you remember...the story of road n journey...It just that, Now I really see a clear signal...on which path that I should discover...Yea...which road without junction? which road without sign or which road without traffic light...it just road, whether...you're speeding up or slowing down, it just a road...a medium for us to get where we want to be...
Dear my ladie...
All this while...you never know things that we try to bound us together...you never be there to share what we try to build...
when we're left on our own...
when you're invisible in time...
when you vanish with the air...
the only thing that we have to strengthen things...
is each other...
Do you know, about this...do you realize it...or do you really care...
n of course not even a bit...
right?
Dear my ladie...
The only thing that left now...
is the ticking of time...The time has begin...
and keep ticking until you can accept or can realize the moment that you have lost...
Dear my ladie...
Where is the passion?
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when you work with love
you bind yourself to yourself
and to one another...
and to God...
[Kahlil Gibran]
you bind yourself to yourself
and to one another...
and to God...
[Kahlil Gibran]
